Form of escapism.

When i'm down, i will always lock myself in the room and play the piano for hours.

And i did that the whole of yesterday's afternoon.

i wish.

how i wished i was the one.

how i really wished i was the one.

how i really really wished i was the one.

merry xmas.

it's nice to have somebody,

but not anybody. =)

Bottled up feelings.

It sucks to know about this.

It might not be true,

but i choose to believe it.

You might not know it, and i don't usually do, 

but i dedicate this song to you. Just you.

Here I am - Leona Lewis

This is a crazy world

These can be lonely days

It's hard to know who's on your side

Most of the time

Who can you really trust

Who do you really know

Is there anybody out there

Who can make you feel less alone

Sometimes you just can't make it on your own

If you need a place where you can run

If you need a shoulder to cry on

I'll always be your friend

When you need some shelter from the rain

When you need a healer for your pain

I will be there time and time again

When you need someone to love you,

Here i am

If you have broken dreams

Just lay them all on me

I'll be the one who understands

So take my hand

If there is emptiness

You know i'll do my best

To fill you up with all the love

That i can show someone

I promise you, you'll never walk alone

Well, if you need a place where you can run

If you need a shoulder to cry on

Well, i'll always be your friend

When you need a shelter from the rain

When you need a healer for your pain

I will be there time and time again

When you need someone to love you,

Here i am

Everybody needs somebody who

They can pour their heart and soul into

Well, if you need a place where you can run

If you need a shoulder to cry on

I'll always be your friend

When you need a shelter from the rain

When you need a healer for the pain

I will be there time and time again

When you need someone to love you

Here i am

Here i am

i don't have the habit of telling people about my love life.

i rather keep everything to myself,

And hide my sorrow behind my smiles.

i'm sad. i really am.