Do you think i can really not care?

Do you think i can really forget?

Do you think i can really let go?

Life is ....

if not for my work and music, i have nothing to look forward in life.

Sometimes, i do hope i get a little more appreciation from you.

Certain things, done, within or beyond my control, shouldn't be taken for granted.

Don't always have the mentality that i will always be there. i do get tired too.

i don't wanna fake a smile anymore.

i just want a simple life.

Reading your blog brings back memories.

And i was determined to wash my hands off you. Wondering what is it like to bump into you again.

I gave up. I really did.

But why did you pull me back again? Talking to me as if nothing'd happened.

I'm beginning to realise that I don't know you. Don't know you at all.

Just what do you want?

Mistake Reversed Not.

Sometimes, in life, we cannot afford to make certain mistakes. Mistakes that can neither be salvaged nor reversed.

And i made one on my birthday.

It's over. Time to pay the price.

it hurts to see you feeling so down,

and yet there's nothing i can do to make you happier.

i know you did that on purpose, cause you jolly well know that i will read your blog.

and i'm telling you that it does not affect me in any way.

cause i've got 90 days.

You show a man what he needs in life and he will move earths and mountains, just to achieve it.

Let me show you.

You get disappointed, 

when people don't live up to your expectations,

especially on your birthday.

My friends have been urging me to tell you this before it's too late. But for some reasons or another, i just don't wanna say it to you personally although you know it.

i love you, babe.

When the night falls, the loneliness calls.

Waiting is never easy,

and in case you din realised,

i'm still holding on. 

Till when?

Disappointment usually doesn't sit well with me. Maybe you have some advice to give, on how to be insensitive?

I used to think i can hold on for the longest time. Looking back, i've became rather sick and tired of this kind of lifestyle.

Guess i can't fight this feeling any longer.

i can't help, but smile, looking at your msn display pic. cute. =)

i heart.

on a sideline,

i know u're not feeling too good in recent times, but always remember, i'll be your healer for your pain.

And when you need someone to love you,

Here i am. 

Patience is my ticket to you.

It's only a matter of time. 

Light up. =)

That peck on my cheek caught me by surprise.

And i have to admit that i especially like this kinda feeling.

Shocked but sweet. =)

i can't believe i have sleepless nights over you. And it's taking a toll on me.

When is it my turn?

i did something wrong. Really really wrong. Sigh.

My love life's in a total mess.

My Food for Thought.

At times, when i get blinded by pain,

i really feel like giving up.

Do you even know, when i feel really down and lousy?

Your presence has indeed made me lonelier, all on this Chinese New Year.

Love Fool.

Times like these can be really crazy yet blissful in a sense.

I just can't explain what and how i'm feeling, but i do know my direction.

If things still do not turn rosy eventually, i know that at least i've tried and cried. 

Guess that when one's in love, little gestures from the other party sure do wonders, even if it's just a simple pat on your shoulder.

i'm willing to do much more than just a pat. And i'm sure you know that.

As much as i will not like an intruder to spoil my relationship, i will not do that on impulse too.

But come again, in love, all is fair. i believe in fighting for your wants and needs.

If you can't resist my temptations, it just goes to show much he matters to you.

Period.

Word of the day:

Disappointment.