Mistake Reversed Not.

Sometimes, in life, we cannot afford to make certain mistakes. Mistakes that can neither be salvaged nor reversed.

And i made one on my birthday.

It's over. Time to pay the price.

it hurts to see you feeling so down,

and yet there's nothing i can do to make you happier.

i know you did that on purpose, cause you jolly well know that i will read your blog.

and i'm telling you that it does not affect me in any way.

cause i've got 90 days.

You show a man what he needs in life and he will move earths and mountains, just to achieve it.

Let me show you.

You get disappointed, 

when people don't live up to your expectations,

especially on your birthday.

My friends have been urging me to tell you this before it's too late. But for some reasons or another, i just don't wanna say it to you personally although you know it.

i love you, babe.

When the night falls, the loneliness calls.

Waiting is never easy,

and in case you din realised,

i'm still holding on. 

Till when?

Disappointment usually doesn't sit well with me. Maybe you have some advice to give, on how to be insensitive?

I used to think i can hold on for the longest time. Looking back, i've became rather sick and tired of this kind of lifestyle.

Guess i can't fight this feeling any longer.